#schrodinger's finn

[ratatatastic]

"And to follow up on Niko Mikkola...his sense of humour with him, like, maybe—lot of people don't talk—like, last night he was like, you know, he "woke Bobby up," or whatever. "Good thing Bob was awake—"

"He's a great personality and I've said this kinda during the year. And we've, you know, I mean we're always—...I was gonna say, "It'd be great if you guys could spend a lot of time with him," but then we spend a lot of time trying to make sure you guys don't spend too much time with our guys, so, there goes—so, forget that! But, he is an incredibly interesting guy. What's great is when he's coming to the bench... if there's something that's broken down, and I'm not sure if he's screaming in Finnish or it's in English, but it is funny as hell! And it's consistent. So, he plays really high-energy level. A lot of times these kinda big, lanky guys are... you don't really think they're moving that fast, but they are! He looks like he's getting across the ice, and, you know, he competes hard. That's what we like the most of him, but he talks at a high-energy level, too, on the bench. And that's great, right? We have some quiet players on our bench, and that's fine, that's who they are. But, those guys like Mikkola, who's got—nobody knows—Well there's four other Finnish guys knowing what he's saying, but nobody else knows what he's saying.

paul loves all his rascals and it is a joy to hear his takes on them its mikksys turn now!

media availability | 6.11.24 (x)

also if you want to see the moment mikksy is talking about in the interviews linked above because it is genuinely bonkers 10 or so seconds of hockey: here it is

[theprinceandthewitch]

The self hating bisexual TOH fans are really something else

[softpine]

FINNNNNNNNNNNN BUT NOT OURS???? brandi im gonna pass out,

"finn, but not ours?" is the great debate.... he is, but he's not. schrodinger's finn

[starslung]

I cannot keep you and I cannot let you go.

"schrodinger's cat," finn mutters, eyes on britt's hand as the toys with it, his thumb and forefinger examining her joints as if she were a kind of new species he needed to inspect, memorizing each dip and curve and whorl. there is a reason people say memorize this by heart -- things mean something when you place them there. they transform, become something bigger, the second they're writ on your heart.

branded there like older brothers and the smell of whiskey and chlorine rushing up your nose and bruises purple and green along your arms and hiding under the bed and cradling someone else and flinching when someone shouts and... and... and... --

maybe he wants to be kept. maybe he wants to be let go. even finn isn't sure.

he presses britt's fingers to his mouth -- kissing them? making himself shush? he doesn't want to say the next part out loud, doesn't want to fracture the tenuous peace he allows himself to have while she's here. not quite dead -- not quite alive.

[patchesproblem]

If you don't know who any of these people are just vote based off of vibes. I'm curious as to what the general population thinks about this. Please reblog if you vote, ty <3

[neeliepsrecs]

FROGS Awards Round 1 2017

Awards hosted here

Best Original Character Winner: Victoria_Anne – Finn Blishwick – The Harder They Fall Runner-Up: Victoria_Anne – Hero Blishwick – Hero

Best HP Next Gen Winner: Dormitory 2.6A by dirigibleplums Runner-Up: This Treasure by nott theodore

Best HP Marauder Winner: How To Tame A Marauder – Melian Runner-Up: Once Upon A Marauder – FlamingQuilltips

Best Romance Winner: Chai, Carrots, And A Friend In The Wee Hours Of The Morning by 800 Words of Heaven Runner-Up: The Harder They Fall by Victoria_Anne

Best Angst Winner: Schrodinger’s Cat by TidalDragon Runner-Up: kisses-blood-valentine by toomanycurls

Best Major Character Winner: Lily Evans – In Fields Of Poppies by sunshinedaisieswindmills Runner-Up: Sirius Black – Breathe by poppunkpadfoot

Best Minor Character Winner: Antonin Dolohov – Braided by Diogenissa Runner-Up: Dobby – The Next Great Adventure by TreacleTart

Best Original Fiction Winner: Absolution by Rhaenyra Runner-Up: Where The Planes Take Off And Land by felpata_lupin

Best Other Fandom Winner: Waiting For The Light by 1917Farmgirl Runner-Up: Visenya by Rhaenyra

Best LGBTQA Winner: A Little Like This by Banshee Runner-Up: Ignotia by Aphoride

Best Mental Illness Winner: Haunting Shadows by dreamgazer220 Runner-Up: Braided by Diogenissa

Best Dialogue Winner: Pure Intentions – toomanycurls Runner-Up: The Prince And The Pirate – banshee

Best Description Winner: Bluebird by Aphoride Runner-Up: In Fields Of Poppies by sunshinedaisieswindmills

Best One-Shot Winner: Erasure – AbraxanUnicorn Runner-Up: Sleep Without Pain – pookha

Best Novel Winner: Saving Severus Snape – MegGonagall Runner-Up: When I Go Out With You – Dojh167

Best Reviewer Winner: When I Go Out With You – Dojh167 Runner-Up: Stella Blue

Best HP Rebuilding Winner: After Destiny – CambAngst Runner-Up: Circles – nott theodore

Most Versatile Author Winner: TreacleTart Runner-Up: Abhorsen

[batsinurbelfrey]

LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. This just in, ive been assigned finnish by tumblrs ad algo. And also apparently in need of money (I mean.....well fair on that part....pfft) 

[fiovske]

i dont know ur characters very well so finn: 6, 38, orion: 61 and tahsin: 17

🪶 finn ⚔️ :

6. how have they changed in the last year? how about the last five years?

oh this is tough to answer but I don't think they've changed much! they have a. very particular worldview of things. and I don't think that worldview had been challenged until they had to face a crisis v recently and that worldview is still intact! bc it's the only thing they know to be: a warden and a protector.

38. do they see themselves as an important part of their party?

ooooo I think finn is. very much a flight risk still. it's less "am I important to them" and more "are they important to me." bc to aer rn, something else someone else is always more important than the party than life itself. and they will bend the laws of heaven and hell to find her!

orion 🌠

61. is there an in-game moment of theirs you think about and just laugh?

aaaaaa I really enjoy making clown characters so there are many moments, like changing into a huge caterpillar in the middle of a festival square (thanks to a VERY hearty aid from The Academic) or playing rocks-papers-scissors with Schrodinger to determine if the two of them should pursue the sound of dragging feet in an underground cavern system (Orion wanted to but Schrodinger won!) as the rest of the party slept soundly.

but I think my fave has to be the time orion deadass charged at a lich's body (I say body bc the academic had severed the head and deadass ran downstairs with it it was HILARIOUS) so orion ran headfirst towards the lich and w a misty step assist, — what you as an observer would've seen was a duergar running full-speed and then disappearing for a split-second only to reappear five feet away from a lich and crashed-land into the lich's headless body and grapple that mf as the rest of the party beats the shit out of the headless lich. the lich is unable to shake orion off no matter how hard he tried and orion only clings on harder as the rest of the party has a stomp-fest on the lich's phalactery and the academic runs downstairs with the severed skull it was funny as fuck, team work makes the dream work!

tahsin 🌿

17. they’re crying—what did it take to make them cry?

oh NOO this is. something that will happen fr VERY SOON in the campaign probably next session bc tahsin took a major fortune fallout and got marked as an enemy by The Church (a pantheon of recognised legal gods who consider Tahsin an apostate bc she worships the Raven Queen and The Raven Queen is shunned from the Church's pantheon— I know, tumblr user seafleece's lore-builduing is EXQUISITE) and I think she's VERY CLOSE to a mind fallout too, she is very stressed and Station (the guy who marks her as an enemy) was able to somehow magically bring her to her knees and, with the culmination of everything of being so far from home and feeling alone and trusting The Raven Queen like a hapless child trusts the one parental figure they think will look out for them unequivocally only to feel extremely scared of the power that stands to oppose and harm the both of them... I think that shakes her massively. I think she's getting very close to that breaking point where the fear starts to set it and. it makes her cry.

these were banger asks I had so much fun answering them!!

[halfwayinlight]

can we talk about the wild Schrodinger’s Cat situations that all of these characters are all in?

Sasha and Spencer both are and aren’t in jail

Joss and Cam both are and maybe aren’t in a relationship

Trina both is and isn’t guilty while waiting on this crazy long verdict

Valentin & Anna both are and aren’t in a relationship

Pretty sure Finn & Elizabeth both are and aren’t in a relationship

Esme IS the cat. She’s both dead and alive (let’s be honest we all know she’s alive somewhere)

[oathofkaslana]

#any special requests for characters? you can leave it in my ask box! i wont respond bc i wanna keep it though :3

so far the characters i was thinking of (not including part 2 bc i havent done it yet)

kiana kaslana bronya zaychik raiden mei murata himeko fu hua theresa apocalypse

rita rossweisse bianka ataegina otto apocalypse alvitr susannah manatt li sushang nagamitsu ana schariac amber

shigure kira shub salome cecilia schariac siegfried kaslana lewis(?) pepper cheng lixue ragna patricia himko's dad

shakespeare alice jimmy

welt joyce tesla einstein welt yang finn (welt's dad) schrodinger reanna planck edison raiden ryoma

cocolia seele seele (red) sin mal rozaliya liliya

eleanor (elan palatinus) kallen kaslana yae sakura yae rin

lingshuang zhaoyu su mei feima suyi wanxi wanru

kevin kaslana elysia eden aponia griseo kosma kalpas su pardofelis vill-v sakura mobius dr mei prometheus fuxi nuwa

raven owl jackal gray serpent gold grey serpent misteln sora

sirin wendy herrscher of dominion herrscher of corruption herrscher of sentience bella/benares void archives sakura's fox demon cocoon of finality

vita the sage of the high tower stan hyperion lambda ai hyperion xuanyuan

carole pepper adam lyle timido cute

i asked my friends to do the voting genshin tierlist <3

[magicalmyu]

This is pretty much the first time I've done a challenge on here, but @void-of-many-colours tagged me in a six sentence sunday so might as well :DDD

(technically not my most recent WIP, but i dont wanna spoil the next chapter of angel hehe)

It was only when Tesla was driving back when she realized the consequences of her actions. Not only was she bringing a dangerous person who has explicitly stated her intentions to murder her best friend to said best friend's home, but she had also engaged with and directly disobeyed Schicksal Valkyries, and was putting the jobs- and possibly even lives- of Planck, Schrodinger, and Finn at risk. Not only that, but if the people working at the Manor were fired, Welt would almost certainly be sent back to the people who hurt him so much.  She gripped the wheel tightly, taking a glance back at the unconscious woman she had just saved. She looked so peaceful, her messy blue strands of hair falling onto her youthful face. It made Tesla's heart skip a beat, as she quickly turned her face back to the road.  This is a mistake, she thought.

im still too shy, maybe ill hold off on tagging others for now :p

[karofsky]

Definitive “Furry or Not A Furry” Ranking of Every Glee Kid

Yeah.

Rachel - used to be a furry when she was younger and was looking for a community. grew out of it, thinks it was kind of cringey of her but appreciates the online friends she made

Finn - not a furry, but not super weirded out by them. would absolutely be a Bag Bitch at a con if Kurt and Sam needed help

Kurt - became a mild furry after Sam introduced him. he's not a suiter or artist but he sews suits/parts and accessories and makes bank selling. has a fursona (it's some kind of cat) that he commissioned Sam for

Mercedes - not a furry. does not understand furries. supports Kurt and Sam anyway

Tina - 100% a furry, but on the DL. she has a lot of online friends and gets sucked into drama in communities a bunch. sparkle dogs were made for Tina

Artie - furry by proxy. he likes to say he's into monsters and creatures but that's not true

Quinn - not a furry, thinks it's weird and gross bc she's uninformed, and even after she still is kinda like "eh..."

Puck - not a furry but reads furry nsfw comics. unfortunately probably one of the most informed on everything furry, even more than the actual furries

Santana - 0% furry.

Brittany - 100% furry. she’s obsessed with suiters and has a ton of OCs

Mike - not a furry, kinda uncomfy by it but in like, a normal "i just don't get it" way

Sam - the biggest furry. didn't have a lot of friends growing up, was really into niche sci fi and fantasy things, found solace online. fell into furry community easily, met a lot of LGBT people across the world (which is why he's so comfy with it). got big into art because of it, now a pretty well known artist. has a fursuit and plans to start making and selling them as a main source of income. he and Kurt table at cons together

Lauren - not a furry. furries are gross

Blaine - another former furry, basically in the same boat as Rachel. doesn't like to talk about it but still has a few friends from the community. 100% read Warriors. when he and Rachel "dated" the secret came out and they spent 2 hours ranting about the books and never spoke of it again

Dave - not a furry initially. had 0 idea what furries were actually. still not super a furry but in his attempt to be informed during the short PFFLAG stint Kurt brought it up, he got researching into it. he follows a few artists on twitter. he also commissions a fursona from Sam and has a small folder of fursona art now bc he wants to support people. fully embraces the community and likes that it’s a positive source of LGBT content and friendships for youth

Jesse - not a furry but like Puck, knows a surprising amount. thinks Rachel's past is endearing and encourages her to get back into it

Becky - former furry, definitely self-hating furry now. I think once she graduates and is out of a toxic environment w/ always being around Sue she would casually get back into it. 100% still checks on her Neopets

Rory - not a furry but his brother is so when he and Sam become close, Rory is really into talking about it.

Sugar - Schrodinger's furry. I literally can't tell if she's fully against furries or is an obnoxious furry

Joe - not a furry but "jesus didn't say anything about furries" so he doesn't care. maybe just don't yiff

Unique - furry! Unique started as a fursona when she was 10-11 and the persona carried on after

Sebastian - makes fun of furries until he realizes he can't be a good person and also bully a bunch of 12 year olds. still kinda gives Dave shit for it, but in a friendly way

Marley - not a furry but she was in a lot of creative communities so she was furry adjacent. doesn't really care, thinks their art and suits are cute

Jake - no.

Ryder - has a fursuit from when he was 12-13 that he begged his parents for. still can't get through holidays without his entire family roasting him. he definitely knows who Sam is and has been an avid follower

Kitty - NOT a furry. she cannot stress enough how much she is not a furry. she loves HORSES.

Brody - zero knowledge about furries. Rachel begs Kurt to not tell him about her past because she doesn't want him to know. Kurt continuously drops hints that go right over his head

Adam - learns about furries from Kurt. definitely teases him, lovingly Elliott - Not a furry but knows of them. Always loved the passion people put into it, and like Dave appreciates that it was always an LGBT friendly space for others

Dani - 0% furry. Probably made fun of them, actually. Santana kinda shuts that down eventually bc she saw how happy it made Britt

Roderick - doesn't really know much about furries and is kinda of "meh" because of it. would probably feel uncomfortable around a fursuiter but is nice enough to kinda just let people live

Jane - another former furry. Warrior Cats girl. she still gets emotional thinking about feathertail's death. she never got into the "furry" community but was definitely involved in a lot of Warriors and wolf OC roleplays

Mason - furry adjacent, because:

Madison - aggressive furry. constantly getting in drama online and off. she and Tina have definitely fought before online. though she is very active in calling out scammers and abusers so people forgive her aggressiveness because she also does a lot of good. she has like 70 characters

Spencer - not a furry, but much like Roderick, lets people be. slightly more skeeved, definitely will make uncomfortable jokes about it

Alistair - doesn't know much from furries other than general memes and stuff, will kind of joke about them but thinks they don't deserve as much hate as they get

Myron - idk honestly he's just a fucking wildcard

[annashipper]

twitter(.)com/SmilingBenedict/status/1264976372331503616 Oh Anna, apparently after you said that we could not hear his kids in any of the videos he recorded, Ben learned the lesson and just so accidentally captured a baby's cry! Tho according to the tabloids I thought he only had a 5 yrs old and a 3 yrs old with him? Hmmm where does that cry come from?

Amended Fail article mentioning three pillows Nonny:  LINK

At least I hope they’ll announce Schrodinger Pilo’s official name is Finn.  That way, they won’t be letting down the fanfiction-writing Nannies, and there will be SOME semblance of consistency surrounding this particular part of the narrative.  Remember, the Nannies had already edited his IMDb page.

OR, Ben could be a rebel, and they could name this one Bob or something  :P

[thankgodforianflynn]

Sally and the Family Tree

(Narrating in First Person as Sally)

My Brother is a Squirrel

I am not

My Father is a Squirrel

I am not

My mother is mostly Chipmunk, but not fully

Why I am fully chipmunk?

...Oh, that’s right.

I’m a groundhog.

I’d argue that I’m adopted.

Because my own family tree

...Only makes sense when it needs to

That's the Acorn Family in a nutshell

...My Father is Complex

He is a Mobius Complex in and of itself

Is he the bad guy or the good guy?

Who knows?

...He’s my dad.

That’s all I need to know.

All I ever needed to know.

...So why then

Am I still here?

Oh, right

Sonic

...How similar are Hedgehogs to Groundhogs by the way?

...Am I hedgehog?

Or Groundhog?

Who knows?

I love Sonic

I Love Nicole

...I even love Amy, but, even looking at her is complicated.

Its like I fell in love with Knuckles’ Smaller Lesbian sister.

...Then why does she love Sonic?

Guy or Girl?

...Like I’d know.

I keep changing the answer myself

...I try not to look at the marks

They remind me of things

Things I Might not fully be prepared to deal with yet.

...Am I?

Am I ready?

I’m here.

I ask the questions people don’t ask themselves.

That’s my angle.

I’m the question.

Sally or Sortie?

Sally or Sortie?

War or Truce?

War or Truce?

I know several guys.

Because I’ve

...I would say

Nope

The answer keeps getting yanked from me

Almost all the time

I am a chipmunk, I decide.

...My Dad reminds me of that show.

We used to watch that show together.

Best time 

...Wow

I was actually almost about to say my dad and I had a moment

...We’ve never had a moment

Never

Ever

Ever

So why

AM

I STILL

...I’m the tactician

Always the leader, but, never actually the leader

Ever

I get funny feelings when I look at Sonic

I would never tell you those feelings

...

WOULD THE REAL ANSWER MATTER?

WOULD IT?

IT WOULD MAKE ME LOOK STUPID

RIDICULOUS

UTTERLY HUMILIATED

MY DAD WOULD NEVER LOOK AT ME THE SAME WAY AGAIN

...I raise my right arm

He raises left

I guess we’re sort of in sync.

I want to be sync

I want to.

With both of them.

But I have to remind-

NOPE

MAX IS NO FATHER OF MINE

WAS NEVER MY FATHER

NIGEL WAS MY FATHER

MAX IS A LIVING JOKE

...

I never wanted Sonic dead

But our link keeps changing

I would never tell anyone what  he actually was to me

THAT WOULD JUST BE SILLY

...Go away

I tell him

I ignore Knuckles

...I tell him that all the time though

Never actually true

AND

I HATE

SONIC’S FUCKING

SHADOW

...Nope

Wrong answer

He hates

Me

Like this was ever going to go any other way

‘Sonic?’, I wonder

Who was that?

Oh, right, blue and red hedgehog, with green eyes.

...He always has red copycats though

Sometimes Mauve

BUT

WHEN I TALK TO BLAZE

‘...Sally, seriously stop it. You’re scaring me.’

‘OH, WAS I? I THOUGHT YOU WERE JUST IGNORING ME.’

‘...Amy goes first. Then you.’

‘...For the record, I think he’s more interested in his games then telling me about you.’

‘...Oh.’

Blaze sighs. ‘Wow. I need to keep the fire of creation alive.’ She stares at ALL THE ANGLES

APPARENTLY THE ANGLES WON’T STARE AT THEMSELVES

...Or was that an Anagram?

NOPE

...But, yes.

‘...’ Blaze murmurs an ‘N’ name, to some random third party

Nothing’s random about it.

‘...Scourge is a nutshell of his own.’, Sally murmurs. The nut jokes were back.

THEY WERE KIND OF FUNNY

IN THAT

ONLY A FEW MEMBERS OF THE FAMILY ACTUALLY SEEMED TO GET THEM

NO ONE GOT THE JOKE THAT WAS HER LIFE

She wanted to shove her younger/older brother down the hall.

...Where was she?

Where was she really?

Hell?

Was Mobius Hell?

...’Nope’

‘It’s Hades’, she reminds herself

‘Gonna stay out of the Hell trap entirely.’

‘...You know how Sonic keeps staring at your name funny?’

‘Like how he stares at a certain cop.’

...A strange outside party stands.

Just stands.

‘Where are the zones?’, certain parties murmur.

Both members have ‘Z’ in their names by the way.

‘...I just remember the hard times now.’, Sally murmurs.

‘...We’ve had some good times.’

‘But you keep making it harder to remember.’

‘THE ALPHABET ONLY HAS 25 LETTERS NOW.’

‘...Fine. 25.5. ‘Z’ is basically just an inversion of ‘S’.’

‘...What is a ‘sone’ by the way?’, Sally murmurs.

‘THAT IS THE OLDEST WORK JOKE IN HISTORY’

‘...Because he keeps finding himself in a PlayStation?’, Sally murmurs. ‘Even though he likes ninten-’

‘He likes NINTENDO’S STYLE’

‘...He has a way with Sega Stuff. His consoles keep breaking.’

‘...But, not Scourge’s. Scourge knows something I don’t.’

‘SONIC’

‘...Mario/Scourge.’

‘That was a freaky commercial, I admit,’ Sally murmurs

‘OH, WAIT’

‘BACK TO THE TREE’

‘...We don’t have lines in our tree here on Mobius.’

‘WE HAVE ‘8′s in between all our family members.’

‘...Bad joke.’

‘The actual lines are complicated.’

‘...What is the difference, by the way? 8. ...oo. Sadly, 0. ...But, there was no line through it. ////////////////////////////// THERE WE GO’

‘FEELS LIKE WE ONLY FILLED IN AS MANY LINES AS WE HAVE FRIENDS’

‘...Friends are family’, I remind myself.

‘...Then I wake up.’

‘THEY LITERALLY ARE OUR FAMILY’, I remind myself.

‘ONLY INSTEAD OF THE WOODS’

‘ANTOINE’

‘KEEPS LEADING SONIC’

‘THROUGH THE SAVANNAH’

‘OR WAS IT THE DESERT?’

‘I CAN’T REMEMBER ANYMORE’

‘...I do want to read those books sometime.’

‘Sonic likes dogs, but also cats, but seemingly never at the same time.’

‘See what I did there?’

‘HE LIKES BOTH OF THEM’

‘BUT IT HURTS TO ADMIT IT’

...So I remind myself.

To bring both Blaze and Buddy into the room

‘WOW’, I exclaim

‘SURE IS FORCES IN HERE, GUYS/GALS’

‘I BET INFINITE IS ACTUALLY BOTH OF YOU, BUT ALSO SILVER’

‘...He’s the reached the top’

‘But had to stop’

‘...And, that's weirdly bothering him.’

‘...Mammoth Monk?’

‘Whose that?’, I ask

‘I only know the Mogul guy?’

‘HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU AND INFINITE FUCKED?’

‘...’ Sonic get strangely silent and loud at the same time at that.

‘...Finn’s weird.’, Sonic admits. ‘Almost as weird as me.’

‘Yup. Sure is number one fanboy in here.’, I admit.

...Infinite looks at the sides.

‘Sorry, Princess, not yet. ...But, you are my princess.’

‘WOW’

‘I Didn't KNOW SQUIRRELS AND JACKALS WERE RELATED’

‘...They are.’, Infinite admits.

‘...I have an odd relationship with those guys. I think I was Gunner in a blast life.’

‘BECAUSE EVERYTHING YOU MAKE GOES BOOM?’, I ask

‘...Not entirely. You’re still here.’

‘AUGMENTED REALITY IS AM IRAC-’

‘...I stare at the funny pink guy/girl’

‘Still not sure’

All four previous lines were said by my jackal cousin.

‘...Afri- ...Makes strange dogs.’, he tells me.

‘Ah, you mean the new ones’, I tell him.

Its our inside joke.

...Not that inside though.

‘I DON’T KNOW HOW HE’

‘...Dad? ...No wait, that’s Mom.’

‘I KEEP FORGETTING WHAT MY MOM-’

‘...Did I imagine having a mom?’

‘NOPE’

All five prior lines by him.

‘...I keep-’

‘I KNOW SHE’S A FROG’

‘YOU-’

‘...Stop looking at my triangles.’

‘ONE DAY’,

All five prior lines, by him, most-ish

‘...Sally? How much has my mask been going around?’

‘...’ I hesitate to tell him.

‘Once.’

‘...You don’t want to know.’

‘...We’re getting off topic.’

‘Explain the prehistoric us.’

I say.

‘......I have a weirdly complicated past.’

‘I’M SET?’

‘NOPE’

‘NEED TO GRAB MY BACKPACK’

‘GOING HIKING’

He says

‘...One day’, I tell him

‘So, Elias wore it how ma-’, I say

‘YOU DON- I DON- YOUR BROTHER IS WEIRDLY OKAY with wearing my mask.’, he tells me

‘BAD ELIAS’, I SAY

‘...Why does this keep reminding me-’ I say

‘DR. QUACK’

‘DR.’

‘...Doctor’, he reminds me

‘SO’, I begin

‘NOPE’, he tells me

‘...Which one? Four or Eight? I always get them mixed up? ...Or is that twelve?’, he asks

‘...High British, Mid-High British, ...Somewhere between England, Scotland, Rome. ...Possibly Ireland’, ...We stare

‘WOW’, I say.

‘ARE WE ACTUALLY IN SYNC NOW?’, I ask

‘...Correction. ‘we’,’ he reminds us.

‘PERFECT’

‘WHEN DID SONIC ACT’

‘...Canary glass’

‘So that time’

‘...He oddly knew what was happening.’

‘He hope he hasn’t left himself for good’

‘He keeps forgetting himself’

WOW

...Is this technically TWO PERS- YES

IT’S TWO PERSON FIRST PERSON

I Don’t Even Know What Is Happening Anymore

...’That’s Sonic’, I say

‘Wait, wrong sonic’

‘...HOW MANY TIMES’

‘SINCE THAT- ...So many’

‘BUT, HE WAS MOST HUMAN WHEN SONIC WAS GO-’

‘Most Mobian’, I correct him

‘...Whatever’

‘You can call an Anthro a Mobian.’

‘But you can’t make it stick’

‘...Ah.’

‘That’s why I like Acorns’, I murmur.

‘...What’s happening?’, he murmurs

‘STOP THAT’, WE SCREAM

‘YOU’RE KILL-’

‘...Controlling.’, he corrects.

‘Eggman Tech works on Robotnik Stringy Theory.’, he reminds me.

‘...When is this game of cat and mouse going to end?’, I ask

‘THEY CAN’T-’

‘...They’re holding their breath’, I remind myself

‘FOR THE CURRY’, HE SCREAMS

‘...Does it remind them of catnip?’, I joke

‘No=yes=I don’t know=maybe=whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa’

REALITY IS BREAKING DOWN WE REALIZE

‘More like taking stage left’, he corrects me

‘EGGMAN OR ROBOTNIK’

‘STAGE RIGHT’

‘STAGE LEFT’

‘CENTER STAGE’

‘...Egg=Mind=Power’

‘...Robot=Dumb=Asshole=Strength’

‘...JULIAN QUAGMIRE’ WE SCREAM AT THE SAME FUCKING PERSON

‘...I would personally call him IVO QUACK’

‘YOU TOO? ...No wait. JULIAN QUACK’

‘WHO QUACKED FIRST BACKED FIRST’

‘...Julian’, we scream silently.

‘TURN YOUR INFERNAL ROBOT RUIN TRAIN OFF’, WE SCREAMS LIKE STUPID FUCKING BIT-

‘YOU CALL ME’

‘HELP’

‘...Mordred sucks’

‘WOW’

‘MORGA-’

‘...Cat. Mouse. Box. Fairy.’

‘A FAIRY INSTEAD OF A MOUSE? WOW’

‘AT LEAST’

‘OH, WAIT YOU DID THAT TOO’

‘LAVALAMPAS STUPIDSADASDAASDSDA’

‘YOU’RE RIGHT, THEY’RE ALL STUPID,’ SALFINITE MURMURS

‘WE’RE GOING OFF THE TRAILS’, I SC- RETH

‘One of those days’, we murmurs.

‘...We’ll get them.’, he says.

‘SCHRODINGER CATS ALLWAYS LANDS ON THEIR HEADS’

‘,..Feet=Heads?’

‘What a strange hydrya’

‘SO THATS WHY ROBOTNIK SUCKS AT TAPDANCING’

‘...NOT THE BOX’, WE SCREAM

‘ONE DAY’

‘NOT NOW’

...The Eggman Broke

‘Julian Sucks, doesn’t he?’

‘YOU HAVE NO IDEA’, Ivo calmly explains to them. ...By screaming politely.

‘Bitch’

‘...We are, aren’t we?’, Ivo tells us.

‘Shoot us in the head’, Ivo tells us

‘...’ We shoot at their conjoined head.

‘...Bad Idea’, Ivo admits. ‘I was this guy-’

‘...Fuck it, I WAS NEVER AS BAD AS THIS GUY’

‘DID YOU REALLY THINK THAT?’

‘DID YOU’

‘...’

I unfuse from Infinite-Ultimate.

‘..Pyramid scalpel?’, ...Bitch

‘BITCH, YES’

...Am I  the real bad girl here?

‘...NOPE’, I realize.

‘...Unless you’re talking to Julian.’

‘... Never talk to Julian again’, he tells me.

‘PERFECT’

‘...Don’t we all’

‘NOPE’, I CORRECT HIM

…...I am the bad girl.

Whther

NOPE

I DON’T

‘I COULD’VE BEEN A REAL PRINCESS’, Someone murmurs.

‘...Let it fray, I tell them’.

‘...Sally, please just-’

‘I DON’T WANT TO LOSE YOU AGAIN’

...We all stare at each other.

‘WHO SAID THAT?’

Amy sighs.

‘Julian was born on a farm’, we tell ourselves.

‘Ivo was born in the city’.

‘...The roaring city’, Amy tells IVO, NOT JULIADAEASEAEWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

‘,...They say Tigger is the most cunning of the beasts.’

‘They didn’t say he was the most braindead too.’

‘Julian’s Tigger, Ivo’s Whinny’

‘...We needs help.’

‘FUCK YOUR POLITENESS JULIAN’

‘SCREAM’

‘SCREAM’

‘NO ONE CAN HEAR YOU’

‘NOT EVEN THE NO ONE CAN HEAR YOU’

‘SCREAM FOR US’

‘SCREAM FOR MEWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE’

‘...Carver Edlund is a bitch’.

‘JULIAN’

IVO SMASHES HIS KEYBOARD TO OBLIVION

‘Not your puppets bitch’

‘Never your puppets BIATCH’

‘...FOR FOGHORN LEGHORN’

‘THIS STORY’

‘...’ All Roboticizers break instantly.

INCLUDING THE COMPUTERS

BUT VERY SLOWLY

‘...In your head you’re a saint, Julian’

‘In our heads, you’re the devil’

‘Never let us get our thoughts together.’

‘Never let us create’

‘GO CREATE ROME AGAIN’

‘THIRD TIME IS A BITCH’

‘...I like the z names’, Ivo tells us.

‘BUT, HE, THEY’

‘ITS PART OF THE LORE JULIAN’, Ivo says like a most polite man

‘RASPUTIN IS AWAKE’, Ivo SCREAMS

‘WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO TELL FATHER?’, Ivo asks.

‘...’ He didn’t know

Julian didn’t know

FIRST TIME FOR EVERYTHING

EVERYTHING

‘...I’m my own family tree’, Salyl realisays sadly.

‘Everyone’s left’...Julian says

‘...Julian farts and poops on the same desk’, Ivo said silently.

‘...Can’t believe he let himself het this way.’, Ivo says...More like Carpenter Ivo

‘JULIAN IS THE WORST’, WE ALL SCREAM

‘ROBOTS?’

‘MORE LIKE SHOBOTS?’

‘OR NOBOTS?’

‘GOBOTS?’

‘AUTOBOTS?’

JULIAN SITS ON AN ANTHILL FOR oo TIME.

HE KEEPS SITTING ON THEM FOLKS

HE KEEPS SITTING ON THEM

...Julian really is Snively by the way.

Not Ivo.

Ivo is pleasant.

JULIAN SNIVELY ROBOTNIK IS A NIGHTMARE

‘...colin’, the real Snively corrects us

He likes being grammatically correct.

JULIAN WOULD BE BRAINDEAD WITHOUT HIM

...How closely related

...Exceedingly, I remind myself.

...Odin can find his own way home.

...Exceedingly FUCKING DISTANTLY CLOSELY

...They both keep changing the family tree.

...Colin, stop being a bitch.

...KnuxKrag

NEWSTONE

NEWMOBIUS

WE NEED A NEW PLANET TO Live on

...I keep forgetting my gender

CORRECTION

THEY KEEP FORGETTING IT

I’VE WANTED TO TRANS FOR THE LONGEST TIME

BUT THESE ASSHATS

THESE ASSHATS

BOTH

KEEP RUINING

...McGee Alice

PERFECT

AN OPENING

...The tales of Sally Acorn will continue, once we finish writing the book

OUR MUN’S PINOCCHIO BY THE WAY

KEEPS FINDING HIMSELF IN ODD PLACES

...We felt wooden  sometimes

Hollow even

Julian’s fault

...Or someone’s

Starts with a S/Z/J/P/K/L/M/N/O/P

NOW THAT’S A TOUGH ACORN TO CRACK

...Julian looks at Mice funny

...Monkey Island 2

JULIAN IS THE BIG ASSHOLE

He secretly hates

...It was complicated.

Julian is God

...Julian is everything

INCLUDING ROBO-ROBOTNIK

EGGMAN WAS BEST TIME

...We want the EGgmen

...Eggman

All of him

...We knew he was still a kid at heart

WHICH MADE THIS PAINFUL

SOGODDAMNPAINFUL

‘...Zovi’

‘Go away’

‘...I’m his favorite.’

‘...Because I was his sally acorn all along.’

‘...Zovi HAS A YCH HERE COMPLEX’, JULIAN SCREAMS

‘NOT A-’

‘...How similar iss a *CENSORED YHWH/YHVH* complex to a YCH/God complex?’, he asks

‘Similar...But not that much’

‘...Was it?’

‘...THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A SHORT STORY’

‘...His life’s greatest work’, Sal tells us.

‘I’M NOT A SALVODORE DAHLI THOUGH’

‘...Sally was the best person here.’

‘I forgot how to be her though.’

‘In our rush to stay kids’

‘...Julian is new daddy’

‘...We stay away from the ‘M’ parent word though.’

‘TWO GAY DAYS FOR ALL OF REALITY’

‘ALL OF IT’

‘ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL OF IT’

‘...’ Iva stares longingly at Infinite space. And him too.

‘Kids? Play with your dads’

...She then asks the question.

‘REMOVED BY HOW MANY?!’

‘...Oh, Ivo. Julian. You Smug Prick Bastards.’

‘YOU NEVER TOLD ME HOW MANY’

‘PARENTINGSDASDSOAJKSDAJOASJDOJOASDJOASDJO:ASDJO:ASDJO:ASDJO:ASDJO:ASD’

‘...Dio was our new daddy’

And I have Star platinum to think thank for it.

‘...’

‘...I love Squirrels and Cats’, Tells us

‘...And you’re both, Sal/Sally Acorn/Salva/Acorn Girl’

‘...Is Alicia’

‘NO WAY’, JOTARO AND DIO Politely say

‘...She can be.’, Dio tells us.

‘...I was her aunt’, Alicia tells us.

‘...Really?’, Dio asks.

‘...And, then She was confused.’

‘...I was her mom. Then her aunt’, Alicia tells herself.

‘GREAT’

‘GREAT’

‘GREAT’

‘...AUNT’

‘...And, then I skipped three generations.’, Alicia told everyone.

‘That many,’, Dio tells us.

‘...’

Max is silent

‘I DIDN’T KNOW WHAT I WAS GETTING INTO’, He says quietly.

‘...Wood. Ireland. Scottland. Gaelic. Celtic.’

‘THIS FAMILY IS NUTS’

‘...But, you are my daughter’, he tells Nigel and Sally.

...

Longest pause longer long longity long shenlong pause

‘...I meant’

‘SO COMPLICATED’

‘SO COMPLICATEd’

‘You’d think pirates made up the majority of this family tree.’, he realizes.

‘...Maroc-ko.’...He pauses

‘THE ROBOT GUY?’

‘...Different robot guy.’

‘...……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..”

...We stare longlingly 

SHUT UP

We can fix it nothing.

The nothing fixes nothing

Everythinasddddddddddda

‘...’

‘ZOVI’S IN HELL’

‘WHAT ARE WE DOING JUST STANDING THERE DOING NOTHING ALL THE TIME TIME TIME TIME TIME TIME TIME’

‘...Nana best guy’

‘NANASHI IS THE BEST’

‘...But we can and cannot compete with him’

‘...Was everyone Sally Acorn’s Mom now?’

‘Please let everyone be my mom now’

‘Even Bunnie’s my mom now.’

‘...But, the entity was and wasn’t.’

‘NOW THAT’

‘WAs.’

‘Confusing’

‘I was the only one he wasn’t allowed to touch.’

‘...Even Nicole is a soft hologram’

‘I’M SORRY NICOLE’

‘I DON’T WANT TO DIE’

‘...Reality was bleeding us dry’, we realized.

‘...Entity foundation to nothing.’

‘...Which was something alright.’

‘...He is still the diamond in the rough.’

‘Still learning his way.’

‘...’

Sonic was the entity’s best friend/self/best self

‘...’ Sonic doesn’t want to die’

‘...’

‘...Abraham Acorn’

‘Abraham Acorn would know what to do’

‘...IF HE HADN’T BECOME THAT’

‘HOW LONG IS EVERYONE GOING TO BLAME ME FOR’

‘...I was and still am will for-never be the Nightmare King.’, Max says. The previous line too.

‘...Just do it’, Infinite said

‘I’M DONE FOR’

‘...Nanashi is best guy’, Infinite admits

‘...Where Qrow though.’

‘OH’

‘SO THAT’S WHY ADAM IS’

...Going to be late.

WE HAD SUCH THE LUCK WITH BULLS

ADAM MORE BULL FIGHTER

FIGHT BULLS

ALL TIME

BLAKE IS BITCH

BLAKE HAS TOTAL HORUS ENERGIES

...Salem Ultra bitch

GREEN RAINBOW BITCH

ULTRA WHITE GREEN RA

...She-ra

Cat-ra was cuter though

I’M GETTING

WE’RE GETTING

...On and odd track

Off and on oddish track.

WE KEPT  BECOMING POKEMON

...Perfect

PERFECT

WE TAUGHT DEMONS HOW TO 

BECOMES GHOD

AND POKEMANSZSAZSZSZZSZS

*CENSPOLLYWHANTSSEAESSEAT*

...I was reverting.

No longer.

...Family Tree bigger than Yssssdrassil

...Acid

Fire

Water

...

Acid is fire and water

DON’T ASK

DON’T ASK

...My Personality was me.

And not me

And so many me’s

Working in tandem

BETTER BUT NOT GREAT

NEVER GREAT

NEVER USE THOSE TWO WORDS

...Great but not bedhole

I mean better

...HOW MANY AUNTS DO I HAVE

POSTING

[hashtagloveloses]

Hey this has been bothering me for two years. Did BB8 flip Finn off or give him a thumbs up?

SCHRODINGER’S DROID

[dreamsheartstory]

For my book anon by request | Space prompts

Across Many Worlds Genderqueer!Raven + OT4  

There had always been an inkling.

It started back when Raven was a kid, relatives talking about how one day Raven would be a young lady and then a woman. The idea seemed foreign as if that were a life that belonged in a different world than this. Grown up was something to become but woman… that felt wrong.

Raven knew that growing up meant a job and a job meant working with the stars. Woman felt as wrong as accounting or dentistry when the idea was debated.

Sexuality had come easier, it had been clear. People were attractive. It was how an individual shown and lived that was the draw, not their gender. Raven had dated across the spectrum, careful to be attentive and kind, but never paying much mind  to the binary when it came to a question of self.

Raven looks up at the stars then blinks and glances at the glow of the house. Upstairs their daughter, barely six months old, is asleep, it was Clarke’s night to put her down. Raven’s fingertips rest on her stomach. Her shape has changed, grown and stretched into all that society says womanhood should be. For the second time in Raven’s life the body that she’s in doesn’t feel wholly right as if it no longer fits who she is in this timeline.

Lexa sits at her piano and Raven can just make out the melody through the glass of the window and the sliding glass door. It’s Octavia that Raven can’t account for as her focus shifts back to the stars above.

There’s a thought that’s been growing inside her alongside Charlie, and now that Charlie is in the world Raven is filled with the thought.

If there are many worlds that exist simultaneously, all moving forward at the same rate from the same starting point, unable to interact or influence another, always existing in potentiality to each other then Raven knows there are worlds where things would be different. There are worlds where she would have slept with Anya, and ones where Wick would have won. Worlds where she didn’t survive, and where Finn had died after her or not at all. Worlds where Luna didn’t leave. Thousands of worlds where her heart didn’t burst with love for the women inside the house.

Tears prick at her eyes and she lets them fall. There would also be worlds where this feeling didn’t eat at her, ones where womanhood suited her. By that admission there would be worlds where she had always been a he. Raven being Rae.

That notion felt as unsettling as dentistry had.

But somewhere between, not male, but not quite female. Raven is starting to think that this is the world that they are in.

They roll the words around in their head, nonbinary, they. There’s a thrill there, a connection that they had felt, but also a fear. This was an unknown and there was so much at risk.

Raven blinks back the tears that blur the few stars they can see in the city haze and look to the dim glow from Charlotte’s room. This isn’t the life they had promised any of them.

Raven sniffles and tears her gaze away, and lets the feeling and the words drop away. Across all the worlds this is the one she is in, and these are the choices she made. It sits heavy in her chest, like a weight she can’t quite shake and her fingers itch to scratch at the old familiar lines on her legs. Her hands are cold though and she crosses her arms over her chest, tucking hands into armpits for warmth though.

She misses Octavia crash down next to her until it happens and Octavia is hover over her, blocking out the stars.

“You skipped out on clean up duties.”

“Shit.”

“I covered for you,” Octavia grins. “So you owe me.”

“Yeah, thanks.” Raven knows the look in Octavia’s eyes and her entire body shivers because she’s not in the right mindset. Even though she’s shoved it away they is still waiting for her and nothing feels right.

Octavia dips down and kisses the end of Raven’s nose. “What gives?” she asks softly.

Raven shakes her head and tugs Octavia down on top of her, trying to wrap the familiarity around… themselves.

Octavia brushes the hair back from Raven’s forehead and kisses the skin there. Tears pool at the corners of Raven’s eyes and the world that they’re in shifts. Schrodinger's gender. Until that moment Raven thinks it could have gone either way it was unknown, but the words are caught there in their throat and there’s no unknowning, only denial of the truth.

The sliding glass door opens and closes and Raven clings to Octavia.

“What are you two doing, it’s freezing out here,” Lexa half calls, half grumbles.

Octavia snuggles down against Raven’s side, “I think we need you and Clarke and a blanket, stat,” she calls out.

“Can we do this inside?” Lexa asks.

Raven can hear her bare feet shift on the wood of the deck and almost acquiesces. “The stars are pretty.” Their words are almost lost in Octavia’s shoulder. They can just make out a lovingly muttered nerd as Lexa slips back inside.

“Babe?” Octavia asks kissing their cheek. “What is it?”

Raven swallows down because they aren’t even sure yet, this could all just be something that passes over them. They could be lying to themselves, that womanhood never felt right because of the societal pressures to conform and that was never something that they had done, loving as they did. Then again it could be the truth and that might be the more terrifying reality.

The back door slides open and Clarke curses under her breath.

Raven clears their throat and looks up at the stars, the life force of the universe.

“The universe is infinite, or nearly so, yes?”

“That’s what you tend to remind me off when you say I need to take a breather.” Clarke teases and nudges Raven with her foot before she settles down at Raven’s head, drawing Raven into her lap. Lexa sits down on her other side and tosses a blanket across her and Raven and Octavia.

“And then there’s the theory that there are many worlds, maybe an infinite number.” Raven keeps her focus on the stars, not certain if they could look to their wives in that moment, even surrounded by love as they are.

“But the only one that matters is the one we’re in as the others can’t influence this one.” Lexa says as she presses her lips to Raven’s shoulder.

“But what if this one isn’t the one we thought it was?” Raven asks softly. A sob catches in their throat and they turns to bury their face against Lexa’s chest. Their breath comes in gasps and they can’t get the words out. Three sets of hands gently soothing them, voices soft and loving and still fear grips at them because until they say it outloud maybe it isn’t real.

It is real.

It’s very real.

“What world have we found ourselves in, Raven?” Lexa whispers, pressing her face to Raven’s.

Raven’s heart aches with it. They should have done this one by one, instead of all at once. This is where they are though, this is the world their in.

“The one where I…”

Octavia nuzzles Raven’s shoulder.

“...I- I’m nonbinary, or genderqueer… I don’t think I’m a woman.” The air deflates from them and they wish that they could be looking at the stars but they’re caught between three bodies as Clarke slips under the blanket, carefully laying amongst them. The weight of them grounds them. Raven feels solid and real and as if maybe this will be okay.

“Across all the worlds,” Lexa starts, “No matter how you identify. You’re still our Raven.”

Clarke presses a heavy wet kiss just in front of Raven’s ear. “We love you.”

Octavia stays silent for a moment and Raven can feel every muscle rigid in their body. For all her impulsiveness Octavia is the one that needs time to process everything. Raven reminds themselves of this even as they brace for the worst.

Octavia’s voice is small but firm, “I’m glad this is the world we’re in.”